moi recent photo edits

a year of tears and liquors

its my birthday and im kinda bit annoyed when its my birthday cause i hate reading my messages saying the same old thing "happy birthday" . same old songs- its really a jerky world and im a jerky guy.

anyways ive been inspired or the right word is urging to post a blog,since this day is the only one i have without a crossmark on the almost expired calendar, but i really have nothing to right.

well let me just say its my birthday again,and im suicidal
im so tired with school life and tremendous examinations.
so to lighten up my spirit by making a list of fun things i had this year.

GOOD THING/naughty things.

> im now a junior college
> i was broken hearted - and im loving it.
> i attempted suicide- and i failed not because i was broken hearted asshole. its for some other reasons.
> ive learned how to drink liquor
> ive made it to top............i don want to mention this.
> i bought a new phone
> i had this funny new discovery... and its censored.
> i assisted on a delivery , maternal delivery.
> i appreciated life.as well as shoes
> i have watched new moon and i died
> im nineteen - and its legal.


well thats for now. happy holidays

moi love to good charlotte

its been a long time, maybe about 2 or 3 years ago ive already encountered good charlotte on the airways ; but hey recently while strolling on a mall a not so particular song was played .

i totally fell to the band ; aside from joel maden - they freak me out.

moi unconventional gay

im "gay"; frustrating to admit but yes im gay but id rather be labeled as "human" than being called as one. its not that im not proud or open to the reality, its just that ive encountered a lot of discomfort in trying hard to act gay. when i was a little younger i come into weird question which is to irritating on my eardrum like

hey aren't you gay?,then why do you eat double cheeseburger ? - what? i really cant figure out guys questioning me or should i say forcing me to act gay.

ive also encountered some question asking me for some head -

hoy bakla gusto mo? - that guy was really tipsy that time. good for me i wasnt drunk or else. - well to set the record no blowjob at all.

i dont really know why am i different from other gay.
-i walk like a straight man
-i talk like a straight man (some times)
-i eat huge meals
-i wear mens clothing - and i hate bra and miniskirts
-i hang up with guys
-i hang up with girls
-i rarely hung up with my colleges(gay)-cause they keep on questioning me.
-i wear briefs;and they are skull printed
-i like punk rock band (greenday,goodcharlotte,simple plan)
-i hate hannah montana
-i like cars - and they are not pink
-i like action films
-i love sneakers - and not stilettos
-i have "on-the-bed' hair
-i cheat on school
-i say bad words
-i cut classes
-i go late at class
-i burb in front of many people
-im not conservative
-not dancing
-not singing
-not acting


in totality im a total opposite of a filipino gay
and did i mention i love playstation.

what i hate about conventional gay
-to girly
-to smooth to eat
-to pink
-painful sole in stilettos
-to impressive
-to proud
-to girly walk
-wigs?
-makeup
-makeup
-makeup
-long hair - i hate long hair
-gay lingo - am i on mars?
-legally blond

moi new moon experience - a dirty verdict

Catherine Hardwicke is a much better director than Chris Weitz
catherine shows all extremes and falls on twilight
while weitz show only flaws

what i hate on the movie

I hate it when edwards exposure was only 20 minutes in the total movie - ihateit
I hate it when they dindt show how alice cullen steal the Porsche 911 turbo
I hate it when they didnt show edward thought of charlie going to the funeral of harry clearwater
I hate it when jane volturris hair is brunnete on the other side
I hate it when people on the cinema keeps shouting JACOB black - damn it,.

anyways looking forward for ECLIPSE

moi top 10 christmas wishlist

1. a decent digital camera - oops; in case you haven't notice ,im a frustrated blogger and i post horrible photos. no offense to my phone but a 5 megapixel camera is not just enough. but a dslr would be much appreciated.

2. a 80% sale- though it looks to impossible....Imagine splurging your card & cash with a 80% slash- how i love illusion

3.a thin and light laptop- i have no complain with my "hand-me-down" laptop, but a light and thin laptop is cheesy to display in a crowd rather than a bulky thick vaoi- go to hell sony.

4.a passing grade on my 102 - im so desperate

5.a pair of lanvin sneakers - LANVIN LANVIN LANVIN sounds hypnotic

6.a tooth brace- i really have a bad set of teeth;actually the wish is suppose to be braveness to face a dentist.

7.a thin and light laptop - repeated for emphasis

8.a one week vacation for Christmas- seriously we dont have this.

9.love and safe sex - love;no words to explain. safe sex;no words to explain

10.world peace - a share of desire for the world just to vanish the selfish aura.

a box for fitting?

inhale exxxxxxxhale
-a deep breath really is necessary for this post.
Have you ever landed in Ilocos Norte? i mean did you ever landed in hell?
seriously; not yet?
well then I, a sale SAVVY individual would describe what ilocos look.
Ilocos is a 3400 square kilometers province that would be synonymous with the land area of Forks Washington where incidentally Edward cullen lives, thats around 3800 sq. kilometers(i did some google). - trust me ilocos norte is hell small and whats worst ?
we only have 3 mini malls in our metropolis , ops I stand to be corrected its "supermarkets".in result I only have minimal options in strolling;i rather not use the term "shopping" cause it makes me feel GAY(which I hate) and makes me feel rich (which I hate either).and whats even worst than worst is their fitting room,I cant even process in my mind that its a fitting room cause it more looks like a fitting box;resembling a balikbayan box or an oversize luggage. the fitting room really is terrible and freaky; it gives you a suffocating feeling when your inside.a terrible situation that could lead you in fainting while fitting(sound redundant).



see; they dont value our satisfaction;their fitting us in a box!


and to point the center of this post....again;let me take a deep breath. uuhhhh
here it comes.
robinson Ilocos mall will open this December three;well for those who care that would be four days from now! hell yeah!
that thought makes me shiver knowing that its the first fully functioning MALL to run in ILOKOS! hell yeah again!

on some unrelated topic;
though im pretty excited about the mall;
im pretty happy to know that robinson Ilokos makes a big threat to our minimalls here in ilokos resulting to some price drawback,well seriously im not sure if the drawback is due to their fear of losing their valuable costumer which is supposed to be me or maybe its due to the recession ; no matter what is the reason behind the huge 70% off- im loving it.

honestly it really 70% off- aint kidding. its last month this jacket poses a price of about 900 bucks but holy shit, ONE month ,ONE MONTH of display takes a 70% drawback? is this how recession results . if thats the case I LOVE RECESSION!

aside from the jacket i also bought undies which is not in this post because obviously i cant display my photos wearing those jocks, im pretty shy.(what?)

oh see O.C

ive been really stuck with the words ive typed here ; i sad on my previous post that i will try to hibernate on the net scene.....but obviously i cant,cause ill die. so what i did is to just focus on study while engaging to some extra-curricular activities; THAT WORKS WELL FOR ME!

anyways my compulsive buying hit me again.


so while walking going school i saw this sidewalk vendor with this cute "rayban" which cause around 30 pesos . so i bought one though i know im not gonna be able to use it. and guess what, my mom knew that fact and i got scolded the time she saw another shades.


another one is a notebook . i really love it in internal and external aspect- the pages are pure heaven. though the price is hell.

its how men Xpress it .... note the letter X

while under the curse of our first day duty boredom in the hospital.
me and my colleges engage to some "naughty" conversations.
ive accumulated on this post some lines or action on how guys eXpress
their *waking up* times. its basically a compilation of my "girlfriends" experience with their "boy friends" and also some of my "boys" confessions- no its not the word its probably mini talks.

1. seducing look - ugh this works even in movies;no question about this.
2. seducing touch - does this need an explanation?
3. sweat...and I mean excessive sweating - "its getting hot i need to remove my shirt"- THIS WORKS in desperate housewives.
4. a Sofa - who says a BED is compulsory?
5. a humble hug - it all starts here-according to a friend
6. a sweet kiss - succulence
7. a torrid kiss - i really cant believe im typing such a word - TORRID TORRID
8. the line "do you feel something"- this line doesn't really pertains to your emotional high ; oh common its a hard days night.
9. a high-speed run through the C.R - for some recess........and *self satisfaction*-this is from a friends confession.WAHAHA.
10. a sigh - for relief of impregnation.

on some unrelated topic; i really do think im getting better - ugh *self appreciation* - on editing some of my pictures
heres a glimpse

so here is a before picture of a picture Ive stolen from a friend *sorry po sa pagnanakaw*


and here is the bi-product of my "mind power"; its actually and truthfully pretty messed up so i need to have some tutorial for photoshop under the so called MR. YouTube(pronounce as YU-SUB)

a hurray for myself

in case you haven't notice I've successfully edited the color of my eye and the coler of my hair - into red - as influenced by bella swan.

sneaky

ok. its friday november 20 2009 and its actually 5 o'clock in the morning while im writing this..... ok i know i said on my previous blog that i would undergo blog hibernation and will try to concentrate on my studies . BUT i really intended to woke up early just to blog about this lavish event that would start today-hey, you dont know?

- oh com'on......

new moon is now on cinema! yehey yehey!

-okey fine .... im overeacting

anyways let me live this lomograph of myself

chow.

random thoughts

im to overwhelmed...opps let me correct myself, im so pissed off with my new section why? cause they are to cool/intelligent. and it seems like they knew everything about nursing life.
it makes me question myself .... do I deserve to be on a top section.

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im really pissed off

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well im busy with some lomography.

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we dont have Christmas break- classes proceeds and ends DEC. 31
special affiliation will start jan. 4

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i would really be busy with school which means this must be the last post i will be posting for this month , i will undergo blogging hibernation.
and WILL TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDY.

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pls pls pray for me to pass

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if ever i cant post a blog next month which is suppose to be December
let me then take this one as a chance to greet all of you (yes YOU!) a great yuletide season marry Christmas and a happy new year. !

ugh this is why I hate REDTAGS.

ugh its November fourteen and in case you haven't notice yesterday was Friday the thirteen- ya i know Im to old to buy this horror joke. so since i wanted to break the boredom and the curse (?) of the day I went strolling yesterday alone and surprisingly and annoyingly my compulsive notion freak out. cause I have this ...well 'extra money' on my wallet that i have been keeping since i wanted to add some subjects to full my loads this semester and the 'extra money' is supposed to be used for the bill. but as I , a self-confess severely ill individual that grave with red tags and i mean sale. i grab some KICKS .....oh my gosh mama, im sorry.

so the two shoes are from RUSTYlopez
. the time i saw the black one my heart keeps bumping and I keep telling myself "i think my old school shoes deserves a rest".
the black leather shoes have higher cost than the white kicks since its only 30% off . why i like it?
: ughm cause it looks like a sneakers and it really is comfy.

the white one is really awesome specially with its tag 50% off ! wah i almost die
why i like it ?: ugh well ....because its 50% off! - does that count?.

anyways i really does have fun that certain time to the fact the i didn't even notice im spending the money for my future.> actually i really dont want to notice it anymore *cry*. - i need money for my subject.


oh well
on the lighter note : I have received my new phone - hurray!
ooops i spend again . I really hate myself .

anyways newmoon is set to hit the country 6 days from now.
I really do hope that my compulsive buying would relax for some moment for me to able to buy some movie tickets *cross fingers*

- please please nevermind the date its actually nov. 14 today.

bella swank > hillary swank > WHAT

I really am at the blogging mood this past days since A.)i really have plenty of time to waste since i boycotted my class for a week. im a bad student,dont mention it. B.)i was inspired in writing random articles ,since my horoscope said so. C.)i have no more reason i just want to expand the options. so I want to start this with a frown.because while reading this newspaper , a 3 day late tabloid to be specific , my senses was caught by this huge portion of newmoon add and I as a self-confess "adik" focus on that alongside with the article written just beside it.

and to my shock ...... i now this my sound so weird or OA in your brain but..... the misspelled Isabella's name instead of Bella Swan they wrote Bella swanK what am i reading an article of NewMoon or miss congeniality . whoever you are its B-E-L-L-A S-W-A-N ....SWAN.

anyways anyhow Typhoon Newmoon is set to enter Philippines area of responsibilities
in an approximately 192 hours that makes 8 days to go and was said to hit the whole country with thunder and storm scattered rain and the country would remain dark.
P.S the heavy rain might hit malacanang and can cause knee-length flood for ordinary people but neck-length for the president.

icecream

martes na actually im suppose to be attending my NCM 102 class pero binoycott namin ang first week of class eh kasi naman pagod pa ang mga brain namin sa caping at may hang-over pa ako sa first semester. so as usual badbad na naman ako sa internet kasi nakakasawa ng manood ng pirated na dvd at nagsawa na ako sa eat bulaga so yun nag-internet nalang ako. sa kalagitnahan ng tanghali as-in super init bigla nalang akong ginulantang ng akin mader dir at hindi ko alam kung naka-tira ba ng bato at bigla nalang nag-ayang mag ice cream, correction dirty icecream ha kasi cant afford kaming dalawa dahil kakatapos ko palang mag-tuition so pulobi kami at walang "porsyentong" natira sa aming dalawa. going back so kumuha nga ako ng ice cream na naka-cone yung brown na matamis . actually ngayong tumanda na lang ako nahilig sa icecream na naka-cone kasi nga nung bata ako sabi ng mga old-folks may kulangot raw yung end-tip ng cone-sye,pre-trauma-traumahan ang drama ko. so habang kinakain ko yung ice cream na-nonood ako sa youtube nung kay ramon bautista.actually na-boboringan ako sa taong to pero aliw-na-aliw ako sa kanya pag pinag-didiinan nyang kamukha nya si luis manzano. anyways di nilalamutak ku yung ice na-nakalagay sa sweet brown cone na hindi ko narin napansin na me brown paper rin pala sa tip . actually nakain ko yung papel at na-notice ko nalang na me papel pala yun nung kakainin ko na yung tip at may kapiranggut na papel na naka-kabit.wahaha naloka ako day.

10 days na nga lang pala newmoon na.

i love SALE

opppsy....i know its recession time but i cant stop questioning myself why people nowadays are so sad or should i say blind and cant see the bright side of life . people supermarket at present are dragging their price ceiling from heaven to hell and i mean 50 percent off! and thats hotter than hell. wahahahaha(devils laugh). im totally addicted to sale considering im a palamunin of my parents and still a student thats why i love red tags . even my school offers sale, unfortunately not 50% well i guess it about 10% off if you'll pay your bill in full payment either on cash or card (card?)-but i kept that as one of my evil secrets from my parents and just kept the 10% as my profesional fee.im such a bad son - iknew it dont mention it anymore.


anyways november 20 is coming near and that means the fangs (im referring to edward cullen) and the girl(which is suppose to be bella swan) is coming on theaters and cinema and i mean NEW MOON is here - 10 days more .

im to overwhelmed. and im loving it

yeeepee im done with the half of my college life-and im almost there stepping out.
ive been really to overwhelmed with everything that happened this past week that i almost faint . - i swear ive been exhausted with all the drama and somehow comics.

though ive been exemplified as sunny sunshine , shempre sad rin ako kasi walana yung section C ko. hay buhay nakakalungkot talaga . pero shempre we need to move on and that's how life is to be para yang bubblegum .sa unang subo intak pa pero pag nginuya lalambot and somehow pag di na kaya puputok rin pero at least nasubukan di ba? - actually nawe-weirdohan ako sa sarili ko kung bakit ba kasi bubblegum ang ginamit kong sample lalo tuloy naging complicated.

anyways sa lahat ng mga taong friend at kaaway ko- gudluck sa next sem. i love you ol. chow

new moon soundtrack

i have downloaded it na - is super duper love it. i like monster and roslyn

waaaaaaaaahhh : sori i get to excited : its the official newmoon soundtrack based on stephenie meyers site.

* DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE — MEET ME ON THE EQUINOX
* BAND OF SKULLS — FRIENDS
* THOM YORKE — HEARING DAMAGE
* LYKKE LI — POSSIBILITY
* THE KILLERS — A WHITE DEMON LOVE SONG
* ANYA MARINA — SATELLITE HEART
* MUSE — I BELONG TO YOU (NEW MOON REMIX)
* BON IVER & ST. VINCENT — ROSYLN
* BLACK REBEL MOTORCYCLE CLUB — DONE ALL WRONG
* HURRICANE BELLS — MONSTERS
* SEA WOLF — THE VIOLET HOUR
* OK GO — SHOOTING THE MOON
* GRIZZLY BEAR — SLOW LIFE
* EDITORS — NO SOUND BUT THE WIND
* ALEXANDRE DESPLAT — NEW MOON (THE MEADOW)

life continues but is the dream over?

sa totoo lang ang saya ko ngayon dahil pasado ko lahat ng concept ko sa 101 as in walang bagsak - achievement kaya to kasi ang hirap ng MCN at oxy even ortho -pamatay. which clearly means kailangan ko ng mag-handa-handa sa caping and pinning ceremonies.! ayus.

pero napaka - irrelevant naman ng intro sa topic. eh kasi nga kahit nasa-cloud 9 ako eh nag-dra-drama yung mga kasama ko. ewan ko ba dapat inete-tsupwera ko lang sila kasi ang usapan ng lahat kanya-kanyang diskarte - survivor ito day!. eh ang kaso naawa ako sa kanila as-in super drama sila kasi nga flank . tama ba na sabihin kong life continues its not the end of the world - ang takot ko kasi baka sila mag-bigti konsensya kopa yun diba , baka multuhin pa ako - hello Halloween na kaya.

masaya pero malungkut din - ambivalence

ang hirap pala . hwwweeeewwww.
ang hirap palang maging happy for yourself pag hindi happy yung mga taong nasa paligid mu.
i really want to scream to the top of my lungs, if only i can blame why life is unfair or maybe life really is meant to be unfair,its like "homeostasis" everything should be balance.
ang feeling guilty ko tuloy na para bang inaa-kusahan ako or ina-ang-kin ko ang blame . ganun pala ang pakiramdam na masaya ka pero sa paligid mu malungkot - deep inside you nasasaktan ka pero alam mung wala kang magagawa.

oo alam ku ang gulo ng utak ko, ni hindi ko nga ring maintindihan ang sariliko kasi nga dapat happy ako kasi na-fulfill ko yung goal ko pero in all trueness sad ako- hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit. wala akong energy, wala akong gana as-in wala lahat.

malungot lang.

fesbuk

hurray homies- my internet service is back ! this past week has really been a crazy one. the latter typhoon has been really a disaster ?- for other people but i really am still weighing my option if it has been usefull that our classes has been suspended for 4 consecutive days, or it has worsen my life that it took me a week to regain my internet connection here. for other to take a glimpse on how disastrous my life have been due to the flood . aside from eating sardines, sausages and corned beef for four days and without taking a bath .



anyways the typhoon is over and the stressful hospital duty toxic is back in town - to prove that it really is toxic - i have an evidence



moving forward - my facebook account has been finalize- at last well i haveit for a long time but i really dont have the courage to waste my time -facebook is not costumizable as myspace. oh well jerk are jerks

one hour paradise

one hour paradise- but still paradise

bieber fever - coming soon

is it only me or is the world going "gaga"- and lady gaga is so over and justin bieber is so ......ugh i really cant find the right word to describe him. even majority of music charts here and "away here" and i mean the world is going crazy about BIEBER oh holy shit its BIEBER .. isnt he cute , and yes i find him cute though his young, to young and its annoying . i dont know but he really is different and refreshing to hear . giving us break with beyonce , gaga, timberlake ,paramore and whosoever . on my humble opinion he really have an average vocals -but he really is good, i mean VERY good.

- checkhim on youtube.

Enxip.

im very numb , so much that ive never realize im on a center of ambivalence.

"letting go"-now i know that this words dont only exist on melodramatic movies and cathode fantasies, this really occurs in concentrated realism.but as of this moment , i just cant dig this phrase on my mind, - since im a total lame my "okay fine go on" is sealed with a "oh com'on dont give up" . shit- it really does occur, the slow motion movement, yung melody sa imagination , the focus of the camera sa teardrop, yung sound ng malakas na kabog ng puso , ehem. im not talking about a break up.
believe me this is just between a two person chained in a platonic relationship saying farewell, trust me you'll regret the moment you'll blink you eye,cause in the end you knew that the few moments she'll stay onto your sight would be the last.if only i have the opportunity to spank her head and made her realize shes doing the wrong thing, but i know i cannot hurt her. if only i could see the future so i could have warned her, but i know i cannot. duh.sex really is deceiving .

The infinite truth that death is inevitable same as life.

Premonition – that’s the word running through my nutshell right this time

The word really keeps bugging me , omens, warnings, goodbyes, destiny,death. we animated beings don’t really keep ourselves being preoccupied by this ideas or maybe it’s a choice to digress the thought as of the underlying fear, anxiety,loss. But hey death is vast, it never ends, its like the milky way. Its infinite. And no other way can be break the kismet of fatality, its synonymous with copulation its beyond our control it exceeds the power of an inferior mind. Premonitions, forewarning this is a huge mystery on my part , a mystery not until you met it.

One boring Saturday afternoon, I force myself to be preoccupied on the sketch im doing on my bluebook while waiting to have some patient to enter the creepy emergency room of the hospital here in the town. This is my life ,waiting , for people urging for air to cross the threshold of their body, people shut with a revolver onto their head . blood ,air, blood, air this are vey essential . it really consumes a lot of my time to build an immunity barrier against my emotion. Sooner or later they’ll die, im just an intern ,thus I don’t have the authority to maneuver. I need to keep my tears from falling or else ill lose my sanity. Then here comes a group of bikers convoying a jeepney rushing a bed covered with a white blanket burning with thick red blood. All my senses stimulates everyone rushing, shouting. The group of masculine bikers were inline , this is astonishing masculine guys with tearing eyes, mourning for an unexpected death. Dead on arrival is now a common scenario on my field. But an underlying story covering the mystery of the dead does bothers me; premonitions, the guy who just died was not really alone on his bike he was with a friend on his back , they were a group actually. They went for an outing but im not gonna go for details,but suddenly when they were about to go home he commanded his friend to ride with others and not with him without any reason. then walla ! dead. Dead is universal but premonitions are rare, its still a big question upto this twenty-first century; supernatural ,electromagnetic spiders,cryptonites , magic stones; no its not superheros it’s a variety of my theories.

the painfull side of having sex @ 18

okey the picture dont really have a connection of what im gonna say . any ways here it goes.

okey, SEX. its no more a serious subject nowadays. actually i find it entertaining, and i think everyone deserves to have SEX ...... even at eighteen. com'on the reality is that sex is the primary opposite of TOFU. ya know tofu is like blowjob , it provides you pleasure but it never satisfy your needs. SEX "nowadays" is next at the top of teenagers "hierarchy of needs". one good application is my groupmate, i guess ive known her for a quite long time, and seriously i never really have an idea that she was even sexually active(im not naming names okay). and what disturbs me is the thousand and thousand of pesos she have wasted when her bumps gets bloated. and it makes me really sad , cause she really is a good friend .so sad

leprosy

Leprosy
> it is a bacterial disease of the SKIN, PERIPHERAL NERVE, AND UPPER AIRWAY producing deformities of cartilages.
>also know as HANSENS DISEASE
Causative agent: HANSENS bacillus /mycobacterium leprae
Mode of transmission
>skin to skin (in open lesions ) , respiratory secretions, fomites and insects , transplacental
Incubation period : 1-5 years
Period of communicability : as long as there is open lesions
Manifestation
• Change in skin color (red or white)
• Loss of sensation over skin lesion
• Loss or decrease in sweating
• Hair growth over the lesions
• Thickened and painful peripheral nerve
• Muscle weakness or paralysis of extrimities
• Pain and redness of eye
• Nasal obstruction or bleeding
• Ulcers that do not heal
Two types of leprosy
1 lepromatous –with papules and macules usually numerous and extensive , this may involve the mucusa resulting to obstruction of airway leading to respiratory problem. Also causes dilatation of blood vessel resulting to epistaxis .
2 tuberculoid – few skin lesion and with anesthetics effect (loss of sensation)
-there is involvement of nerves
Complication of leprosy : deformities (destruction of cartilages )and paralysis(due to blood vessel inflammation)
Diagnosis : lepromine skin test (cross sensitivity to tuberculosis )
Prevention :BCG vaccination @ least six months of life

Treatment : DAPSONE, AVLOSULFONE, DIAMINOPHENYL SULFONE
>Treatment given for TUBERCULOID @ minimum of 2year or @ least ! year after s/s appear
>treatment given for LEPROMATUS @minimum of $ year or @ least @ year after s/s appear.
For paralysis treatment : frednisome, dapsone, rifampicine, isonycotynic, hydrazine,
Nsg. Intervention : isolation

the underlying danger of losing your sanity.

Platonism ,isn’t that word to overrated. Its Identical with “the chocolate box” . you really don’t expect a chocolate box enclose with pickles, though Paranormal beings or should I say the “psychopaths” consider me and those alike with me. A not so normal human-that’s admitted (for me). Is excluded for the word “platonic relationship” cause for them that term is counted as an alibi or “paper mask for another anal sex”- perhaps for others it’s factual, but for me my anal hymen is as intact as the statue of liberty (I swear mother) – though defecation is infinite. So “platonic” really is confusing. Well, according to google ( I love google cause bella swan does) anyways platonic means:

1.Platonic relationship or feelings of affection do not involve sex.
2.Platonic means relating to the ideas of the Greek philosopher Plato.

How come there’s no sexual acts involve in this relationship , yet its made from Greece . Greek people are suppose to be HORNY. Okay I know im being stereotype but that’s not what it matters, what matters is SEX. Sex is ,yet another infinite act . same as defecation it never ends. And as for the multicolored community “ANAL SEX MATTERS!” I really just couldn’t stop scratching my brain. Cause anus doesn’t have any sensation . it doesn’t have nerve ending to get you stimulated as my teacher says. Isn’t that really bothering. Straight guys inserting their “manhood” to ones anus where shits egress. Ho shit. It really makes me wonder why Donald Trump supports anal sex and even promotes it in miss universe- this is really disturbing my sanity even my anus – I should start saving my money to buy some anal padlocks.-opsy

when everything doesnt feels right.

okay. i need a few seconds to take a deep breath. one. two. three. whew...
so, how do i start.
the reason that it took me a quite time to woof is because....okay its not "quite" its "long" . long is the proper term, long time. its because ahm , ive been busy with cathode ray fantasies. i lie,im not really a clever liar.
so the whole truth is that I've undergone a saga of tragic melancholia, but not that "tragic", im born exaggerated. anyways this oldy computer of my brother has been hospitalized resulting to me suffering a two month net-less-ness. those suffering days are gone.
the whole truth aside from the first one is because ive been burning my eyelid on hospital doors waiting for a seizure or gunshot wound or birth deliveries anything would do. unfortunately my two weeks of nocturnal life had been turned into a garbage can. ANd im inaantuk na.

what the hell - this is my first butt.

keep those cellphones away! - by my instructor ...... who cares this is my first ever baby butt! i need to take a picture.

wook nakapag-pa-anak na ako. ang saya.

oh i love butts

grabe 2 months na pala ako nadi-nagpost , oh well.... ive been enjoying kickin some butts . ang saya kayang mantusok ng pwet ng iba. taz ang hirap kayang matulog ng 3 oras every day. weeh?> oo serioso.

ayyyks.. malapit na ang newmoon ..... malapit na ang november.. kaso lang nasa chapter one palang ako ng breakong dawn ,,, pero nahanap ko na yung midnight sun (final draft nga lang) .... anyways yun lang... nasa kumpyuter shop kasi ako mkaya hindi ako makapag-isip[ ng isulat neh.

eto' na to.

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im so dead with bella swan.

this is from keds.com , the one bella's wearing is some sort of navy blue keds champion.


-and this is my "get-the-look" shoe, yep its keds but not navy blue. its black - ang hirap kayang maghanap ng keds sa ilocos.
. actually ayoko talaga ng keds kasi parang ganun yung ginagamit ng mga tricycle driver dito sa ilocos , pero dahil ginamit ni bella .......gagamitin ko na rin.

u-turn - i really dont have time to read breaking dawn , i dont have school weekend breaks.(so sad)


hey, look what ive found on the twiflick- the Philippine flag(i know -who cares? right - its no big deal.)

How to Stop Your Twilight Obsession

Steps

1. Try your best to find another interest or hobby to keep your mind off the Twilight world. You could even, perhaps, create your own little club for people, like you, who are trying to overcome their obsession. Have meetings at school lunchbreaks, or after school. Just talk with everyone, as a group and do some group activities that don't relate to Twilight. I realise this is not as serious as, say, an alcohol addiction, but it's still important to have the support.
2. Reduce the time you spend online searching anything Twilight related. If you just can't help typing in "Twilight" everytime you go on Google, then don't go online at all. At least not until your obsession starts to fade and, in the meantime, only use the internet for, say, project research.
3. Hide your Twilight books for a while to keep yourself from re-reading them. As they say, "Out of sight, out of mind". Have a look through your bookshelf for a different book series. In keeping to the fantasy theme, you could read Narnia or Harry Potter. That should keep you from reading Twilight again for a fair while.
4. Ask your friends to, please, try not to talk about Twilight around you, so that you don't have a chance to talk about it yourself. Because it'll only set fire to the fuel of your obsession. You could end up getting sucked back into the Twilight craze, just by talking about it.
5. Avoid buying magazines with any of the cast in them. You know that seeing a photo of Kristen Stewart or Robert Pattinson will only remind you of the Bella Swan that you wished to be, or the Edward Cullen that you fell in love with.
6. Just persevere for as long as you have to and you will defeat your obsession - trust me, I know. I went through the same addiction. You just need to keep reminding yourself that, no matter how amazing they may be and how much you dream of finding one, vampires like Edward do not exist. There is no point in sitting on your bed at night, staring out your window, waiting for Edward Cullen to creep in. It just won't happen, because every single Twilight character is a fictional person. Now, you don't have to end up hating Twilight. It is possible to, like I did, change your whole view on Twilight by turning it into something you simply enjoy reading, just like any other fantasy book. Make sure you don't get so drawn in that you end up believing every word. It is purely fictional. Remember that.



-i really dont like this article. ....oh well(i havent read chap. 2 -quite busy)

Breaking Dawn: chapter 1 is done

okay im done reading BD chap. 1 . and what a mongrel i am not to expect to shiver - its so damn cool, i mean cool would not be Edwards word to describe chap. 1- maybe he'll describe it as "lavish" - so much.(im so dead)

it goes like this . bella is on the road enjoying her new "before car"-a mercedes gurdian" - its some kinda missile-proof and have this 4 hundred tons of body armor- anyways like ive said, shes enjoying her new chedeng on the road while reminiscing her dead chevy truck and how she passed the HOW-TO-TELL-CHARLIE-THAT-IM-ABOUT-TO-GET-MARRIED phase of her life. anyways of course at first charlie thought bella is preggy but then it was cleared by edward. and so they were given Charlie's blessing, with just one condition - to tell Renee.(renee is such such a cool mom)

anyways the "after car" is A FERRARI F430. (nice , EH? )

Breaking Dawn: chapter 1 is done

new moon trailer

The twilight saga. (on my own perspective ) (ive consumed 2 days each for twilight and new moon – 24 chapters each , and 3 days for the the eclipse

New moon (objective-not so detailed)

It was then Bella’s 18th birthday , after having dinner with Charlie , Edward took her to the Cullen’s residence .(off course we all know that Cullens are so called “vegetarian”) so there’s no eating feast to be done, instead they let Bella open her presents. after opening the first gift from Jasper, Alice, Rosalie, and Emmet she then proceed in opening the gift of Esme and Carlisle and due to some inescapable bad luck of bella she then end up having paper cut. With blood flowing on the floor the youngest member of the vegetarian vampies –jasper- was temped to make bella his dinner.
And due to Edwards fear of destroying his family and her love . the cullens decided to move to Denali Alaska (im not sure if its Alaska ) . And due to Edwards flee . Bella turned a bit psychotic….I mean depressed. And of course Charlie became worried of Bellas sudden change, so Bella decided not to move on ,but at least continue her life. Longing for comfort .Bella ends up at his so called bestfriend “Jacob Black”. Both Bella and Jacob end up doing some extreme sport (hiking,motorcycling,) after some weeks , rapidly Jacob change his attitude(even his looks) and told Bella that they could not be friends anymore , leaving Bella so curious what’s with the sudden change, bella then discovered ( Jacob admit it ) that Jacob is a “werewolf” .Due to Bella , missing Edward so much she ends up hallucinating Edwards soft voice everytime she does her “extreme sport” so she decide to give cliff diving a try.
On the other side . alice cullen (the psychic vampie ) saw bella on her future vision ,having cliff diving which Alice thought was bella commiting suicide ( on some other time alice will discover that her future vision is being blinded everytime a werewolf is around the one she is looking for) so alice then tell Rosalie cullen about her vision and ask her to tell Edward about her vision . so alice came back to forks being surprise that bella is alive . while alice and bella were chatting , Jacob black decided to give bella a visit (you know werewolves and vampies are normaly enemies) after some minutes there was a phonecall on bellas residence , instead of bella to answer the phone . Jacob did . Jacob thought that the one who is calling is Dr. Carlisle and he was asking where is Charlie . Jacob did tell that Charlie is on the way to the funeral (funeral of charlies best friend harry Clearwater) but the caller was then Edward and he thought Charlie is on the way to the funeral of bella because of suicide . it was then late when alice discover that Edward decided to go to italy and meet the volturi(the royal vampire family) so alice and bella decide to go to italy and save Edward . after “saving Edward” from the expose sunlight during a “red” festival in italy . the voulturi commend Edward why was bella exposed to their VAmpie Secret. The volturi decided to kill bella but Edward propose of turning bella into vampire.








Eclipse

Its almost graduation in forks high school and news about rapid number growth of murder in the near state of forks – Seattle is all on the news–bella, on the other side is so eager to be a vampire , though everything is settled that Carlisle will transform her after her graduation , still Bella wanted to be transformed by Edward .but Edward don’t seem to like the idea . but it is the only wish of Bella . so Edward gave bella another option . first bella should marry Edward then Edward would change bella into a vampire . but bella doesn’t want the idea of getting married at 18 though the idea of marrying Edward is nice. One night an intruder went to the swan residence and take one of Bella’s dress. This is when bella come to the conclusion that Victoria is back on town and is connected on the murders in Seattle which Edward concluded as a troup of new-born vampires – bella is the target of all this murders, jasper hale an ex-military officer-turned vampire-turned cullen have a lot of experience on defeating new-born vampires .alice foresee that Victoria will attack them with less than twenty new-born army, which means the cullens would be outnumbered so Bella ask a favor of help to Sam Ulley for the wolfpacks to help the cullens . and the packs agreed – and the fight strategy is already formed by jasper . but after some time bella was afraid that some of her love one,the cullen , the wolves or Edward might be hurt. So instead of joining the war Edward decided to just hike with bella in the forest but Edward should not hike along with bella because they might be found by a tracker so Jacob represent to help bella in hiking. After reaching the forest spot everyone thought Jacob is leaving but he decided to joined the camp along with his other wolf friends seth Clearwater . after the night Edward and Bella thought Jacob leave to check out his father billy and Charlie . worried about Jacobs safety .bella ask Edward to call Jacob back to the camp. After some time Jacob and Edward is back . Edward leave along with seth to give bella and Jacob a time to talk. While no one is around bella ask Jacob not to go and fight because of bella’s desperation he kissed Jacob. And there she realized that she was in loved with Jacob (this is so depressing )(the kiss is very intimate-though im just reading it) but Jacob still decided to go fight – after that Edward returned to the camp , and bella admit her feelings about Jacob to Edward- but Edward is so considerate that she understand Bella-after the fight is over Bella make up her mind and choose Edward rather than Jacob.


I haven’t read breaking dawn yet. But ive read its plot- and its so terrifying –im so dead with this saga

ayus!

extended ang school vacation for one week, ayus
ang sYa, matutuloy ko na yung ytwilight saga book 3 and 4 . eh.

obsession

wheh. everything has been into a whole new rage.
my one week school break is over., and guess what.IM mad.
ive been on this "recreational activity" or should i say "pathethism"
indulging most of my time reading twilight and new moon.to my surprise , ive enjoyed and managed to reach to climax and be able to grab the last pages of the two books for about two days for each one. hell im under delusions , im under the cullen's venom . im really obsessed about vampire, volturi, the werewolves, bella, edward, charlie(ugh), alice , victoria , laurent , the silver volvo , the rabbit, the old chevy truck, the ivory skin, forks, the yellow porsche , the cliff diving......ugh do i need to elaborate everything. i love twilight and newmoon....so sad i could'nt manage to read eclipse and b.dawn. because ill be at the school next. (sad)

recycled JOWKS [ new moon ]

does anybody already experienced "humor-fatigue" / corniness
well i am , right now , and ive got all the symptoms.
my doctor even prescribe me to take heroine 3 times a day.
so beware, cause its highly contagious , you might be infected .


who cares about your birth-place
and who cares about .. whatever
well , at first its kinda cute, your jokes makes me really laugh.


but oh com'n , ive been into it, breakfast till dinner
and its burning my brain to hell
i mean , wooh your repeating your jowks 4 consecutive days from now.
it makes me ask myself if ,are you environment friendly?.... coz , you love recycling!
but come to think of it , i have really nothing againts you,
and i kinda like you "as a person"
but your humors are non-sense ....... (humors are supposedly nonsense, i knew that)

you really reminds me of Homer Simpsons - his adorable.... and corny

but your not synonymous, i guess.

anyways, NEW MOON shoot is Ongoing! and im NOT going gaga !
but my couzins are.
ive heard Dakota faning is one huge addition, off course we know who Dakota faning is, the one in the race to witch mountain, i really dont care about her.
but OOOw shit! this new "kakampi" are making me and all bisexual community to repeat history - people power!
ive read on one blog , that this hawtys are called the "the wolf packs" and they are set to flaunt their body all thru out the flick. - owww yeah!,,,,ooops im suppose to be conservative.

btw , matagal pa naman ang showing ng new moon,
sana mamatay si bella sa new moon , para exciting!

well ganito ang story ng new moon.....

si bella ay nag-ce-celebrate ng kanyang 18th birthday na prepared by Edward cullen and her sister alice , so habang nag-bubukas ng gift si bella ay nasugatan sya, so may dugo , and yung dugong yun ay naamoy ni Jasper(kapatid ni edward) , so syempre si jasper ay vampire at na-temp sya na kainin si bella , at dahil sa takot ni bella na masira ang good relationship ni Edward sa kanyang family, at si edward ay natakot na mamatay ang kanyang love na si bella , the both decided to break-up.

so si bella ay lumayas na sa Forks, Washington , at iniwan si edward cullen.
so syempre si bella malungkot kaya naghanap sya ng kaibigan at yun si jacob black (played by Taylor laughter)- si jacob at si bella ay nag-ka-roon ng close relationship to the extend na halos lahat ng ginagawa nilang dalawa ay naaalala ni bella si Edward kay jacob. PERO si Victoria ( the badGirl vampire ) seeks bella para magka-revenge dahil sa pag-kamatay ng kanyang love na si James (yung namatay sa twilight)dun natuklasan ni bella na si Jacob black ay isa palang werewolves ( kasama sya sa mga hawtys na "wolf packs") and jacob serves as Bella's hero , kasi nga diba wala si Edward.



si Edward naman dahil hindi alam na lumayas si bella , ay inakala nya na namatay na si bella swan so he decided na pumunta sa Italy kung saan nandoon ang isang grupo ng mga "mababait" na vampires na kaya syang patayin. so suicidal na si Edward. so si bella at si alice nung malaman nila na magpapakamatay na si Edward ay pumunta silang dalawa sa Italy, at dun ang mga mababait na Vampires (Volturi) said that dahil alam ni Bella ang mga sikreto ng mga Cullens , so dapat patayin si bella , pero syempre hindi papayag si EDward , kaya nag-decide ang mga Cullen na instead of patayin si bella ay let her be a vampire nalang after her graduation. the END!.


owkei for those excited, im sorry ! but i just couldn't stop myself.

miley - just another disney starlet! and i mean it.

oh com'on , who says miley cyrus is beautiful? , she doesnt even deserve to be called " just an average"
miley cyrus is UGLY , and i mean it. shes just one disney starlet-asian racist, trying to copy hilarry duff and hey ,
have you saw miley cyrus without make-up?



yah bet shes ugly, now i know why all my friends are dying to have their make-up on their face!
aha, yah might tell you "avid-fan" why am i such a "racist" to miley cyrus?
well, miley cyrus is the first one to be bad-she forced me! miley cyrus is an "asian-racist" his the same with joe jonas , and oh , joe jonas is gay! i swear!


another gay , is adam lambert . oops now i believed emo is only a reason for guys to act like girls ! adam lambert is gay and my cousin are going gaga over him, i just could't stop laughing , my couzin are in-like with a gay , its like their having plans to fuck me! wahaha! jokes



ok. im not really sure if joe jonas is gay, my classmate might kill me.
but i swear i saw a gay-picture of joe jonas on the net i just could not find it i swear1

girls and nokia are so synonymous

girls and nokia are almost the same. both of them needs to be look forward.
admit it nokia phones are more admire than samsung, sony, and moto by our fancy/pop-youth nowadays ? why , dont ask me coz i dont know why..... oh wait i know why its because of the label " NOKIA" oh com'on admit it even i was onced an adict but then i realize, i mean my friend let me realize that nokia are so easy to be a past-out ,i mean almost every week nokia releases new models and your phone would be......

classmate: oh your phone, isnt that the model so-last week, look i have the newer one.

oh com'on lets all be realistic ! if youll buy the latter brands rather than nokia youll be able to be proud and flaunt your phone on the crowd , why ?,coz they would go like this.

classmate: uy ana nga model dijay?

and thats what girls are! they are the same or somewhat synonymous to nokia
look guys and gays and somewhat lesbians
girls only care about their lips and its lipgloss and their outfits. one good example is my good old friend "angel" ..... oh this girl , all she want is to read her pocket books rather her "funda" . and oh she love flaunting her unmatched high-heels with her stripped petite polo shirt- she looks like a chowking crew when she does that- oooops sorry girl.

look i have nothing againts nokia nor the "girls" but i rather be stuck on being a bisexual than to be a girl going gaga with her osteoporosis because she cant carry her boobs anymore, i dont want having period everymonth ! damn thats is so un-environment friendly, wasting bulks of napkin and throwing it sa pasig-river wooot.!

bukas is the day

i bet butterfly cults are already tired running on my belly , well i really cant blame them alongside i also cant blame myself to get nervous, as confusios ( never mind the spelling , im not sure of it)...continue ... as confusios say "expect for the best but prepare for the worst" ..did he really said that? , well im being particular about the school result for tomorrow , my mother would really kill me if i fail, trust me!.
so since im really nervous i did a little research on how to vanish nervousness in and out of you.
and guess what i saw ... prepare for the worst but always look at the righter side.. okay is this really possible? struggling under emotional crisis but being a bubble-guy being optimistic for good things to happen ? whew i cant really do that ... it would probably give me hemorrhage and brain freeze. what i really can do now is to pray and ask Bro a favor to give me permission to pass second year. that would be more easier and more sure than thinking GAGA over optimistic brains. well i just really wish Bro hears my prayer , kahit pabertday na nya sakin yon okey na!

whew! think possitive | trust God ! thats more sure !

the halo phenomenom - is this the sign?

so yesterday while on-school. di nasa kiosk kami ni zaivile then somebody texted her,"magugnaw naba ang mundo? tignan nyo yng sun" so she take a glance pero hindi ako sumama baka mag-mukha akong timang dyan, afterwards kinukulit nya akong tignan ksai ang cute raw, so tinignan ko..............gosh nagulat ako! ano to magugunaw na ba ang mundo?

may sense ba?

ang buwan

it was monday sunset, i was so feeling depressed , so down , im worried about my ncm 100, im clueless about my standing in school, if i did it or not.after that time of drama i then go to the ka-i-nan portion of my life after eating hapunan i went out the house and i noticed the moon in quarter size yung parang my smile, but i didn't pay attention on that mater. the next day im still depressed so what i did is i ask god to give me a sign if i have something to worry for, but i didn't specify what sign am i looking for, following my daily/nightly routine i ate my supper alone then went outside the house to drink my water, then i noticed the moon is again in quarter size. then i ask myself ano tung smile na to yung teasing o friendly smile. the i consumed about a second for me to realize "is this the sign im looking for?", but being to unsure i ask God again that if the moon tomorrow Wednesday would still be in smiling form that would be a sign that i have nothing to worry for. So Wednesday came while eating my dinner i remember the sign im asking for so what i did while eating is i take a glance at the window and "oh shit, its fucking bright outside" but i didn't lose hope so after eating i again went outside to drink my water but before going out i told myself "bahala na me tiwala ako sayo bro" so afetr drinking i look up in the sky but unexpectedly i didnt see the moon so i twisted my head 180 degree ......shocks walang buwan ano to?.......


TO BE CONTINUED



p.s i realize the brightness i saw at our window came pala sa bumbilya ng poste ng INEC!

alpha Y' omega

ayks! this is my first picture from my new phone...... actually matagal na sya sa phone ko since last week pa kayalang wala akong time to blogblog nga so eto sya .

oh shocks ! dis is really is it! last week na ng skol!
ag dami naming ni-ru-rush na exams and evaluations! eto na talaga ang huling pag-asa ko , kailngang makapasa ako sa mga exam ko kundi walang pining na mangyayari!



so eto yung mga gamit ko, andyan yung dalawang Xerox ko isa dyan is health care and isa is nursing care process Woooh andyan rin ang mga "chit-chitria ko" actually kailngan ko talaga yang mga yahn kundi walang rebyung mangyayayri, andyan rin ang aking very reliable na 3310, ginagamit ko sya as alarm clock , jeje. andyan rin ang aking bagong CEllpOn . yung prayer before exams ko at ang mga super kolorpul kong mga reviewer. hmp kailan talagang mag-puyat ngayon kundi .... ay nako!

my first ever hospital duty happens today!

Tang-ina!
grabe, grabe tong araw na to. as in ngayong araw na to ko naexperienced ang una kong duty sa ospital! imagin nag-enjoy hindi yung akala mu nakakatakot as in nag-enjoy ako kinachika-chika ku pa nga yung unang ever inasist kung patient his name was Mr. eduardo montazillo, anu sya a 49 year old guy na nag-undergo ng appendectomy. nung una talagang hesitant akong makipag-usap sa kanya pero alam mu naman ako maingay none-stop mouth so yun medyo naging close kami ng konti, konti lang naman! ang kaso wala akong picture of the event kasi nga dba bawal ang cell-phone sa ospital so yun.

nako talaga ! dba bago kami pumasok sa ward nag-warning na yung mga C.i ku na bawal ang mag-ingay. eh since inborn naman yung pagkamaingay ku eh kaya yun medyo napagalitan ng kunti, pero okei lang! as in super fulfilled ako ngayung araw na to as-in diko mapaliwanag!

ay shocks nung sunday nag-return demonstration na kami ng intradermal and intramascular injection ! shocks ang mahal ng gamot letche! ay masakit rin pala ang maturukan , pero luckily with bro's help eh nadalian naman akong nag-demo


eto yung dalawang syrige ko , yung may laman ay para sa intradermal demo. yung malaki eh ang first ever syring na tinurok ko sa muscle ng isang tao.


eto yung first ever intramascular syringe na ginamit ko sa tanang buhay ko, jeb. nakiusap lang ako sa ateng third year sa kubo-kubo ng iskol kung pwede ko syang pagpractisan ni hindi ku nga alam ang pangalan ng ateng yun eh, pero kung sino ka man ate "i lab yo!" ay tnx pala!


eto naman ang syringe a ginamit ko sa return demonstration namin para sa skin test actually hindi talaga pwedeng kunin yahn pinag-paalam ku lang sa C.I ku kung pwedeng akin nalang , memorable kasi para sakin eh. jeje.

meponaku

meh phone ako!
shock infairness nabutass yung bulsa ko .
i bought it kahapon.

i cried because of water

shocks nag-practice na kami ng intradermal injection skin test and as in umiyak talaga ako at nag-sisi-sigaw sa sakit! i swear pero nadalian ako sa pag-inject actually nag-enjoy ako , hey guys eto yung mga syringes natin oh


Eto yung syringe naming , dalawa yung akin , isa kay magold at isa kay cham


Eto ay ang syringe ni cham , kung napansin nyo konti yng laman , pinaglaruna kasi naming.


Eto yung syringe ni marigold na ginamit nya sakin, shocks pramis ang sakit nyang mag-inject. I swear! Naiyak at sumigaw pa kaya ako sa kubo-kubo ng skol.


Eto yung first syringe ko na ginamit k okay magold, ahm nasaktan raw sya sabi nya, ewAn ko lang kong totoo.


Second syringe na ginamit ko.


Ang dalawa kong syringe , jeje ewan?