a year of tears and liquors

its my birthday and im kinda bit annoyed when its my birthday cause i hate reading my messages saying the same old thing "happy birthday" . same old songs- its really a jerky world and im a jerky guy.

anyways ive been inspired or the right word is urging to post a blog,since this day is the only one i have without a crossmark on the almost expired calendar, but i really have nothing to right.

well let me just say its my birthday again,and im suicidal
im so tired with school life and tremendous examinations.
so to lighten up my spirit by making a list of fun things i had this year.

GOOD THING/naughty things.

> im now a junior college
> i was broken hearted - and im loving it.
> i attempted suicide- and i failed not because i was broken hearted asshole. its for some other reasons.
> ive learned how to drink liquor
> ive made it to top............i don want to mention this.
> i bought a new phone
> i had this funny new discovery... and its censored.
> i assisted on a delivery , maternal delivery.
> i appreciated life.as well as shoes
> i have watched new moon and i died
> im nineteen - and its legal.


well thats for now. happy holidays