The infinite truth that death is inevitable same as life.

Premonition – that’s the word running through my nutshell right this time

The word really keeps bugging me , omens, warnings, goodbyes, destiny,death. we animated beings don’t really keep ourselves being preoccupied by this ideas or maybe it’s a choice to digress the thought as of the underlying fear, anxiety,loss. But hey death is vast, it never ends, its like the milky way. Its infinite. And no other way can be break the kismet of fatality, its synonymous with copulation its beyond our control it exceeds the power of an inferior mind. Premonitions, forewarning this is a huge mystery on my part , a mystery not until you met it.

One boring Saturday afternoon, I force myself to be preoccupied on the sketch im doing on my bluebook while waiting to have some patient to enter the creepy emergency room of the hospital here in the town. This is my life ,waiting , for people urging for air to cross the threshold of their body, people shut with a revolver onto their head . blood ,air, blood, air this are vey essential . it really consumes a lot of my time to build an immunity barrier against my emotion. Sooner or later they’ll die, im just an intern ,thus I don’t have the authority to maneuver. I need to keep my tears from falling or else ill lose my sanity. Then here comes a group of bikers convoying a jeepney rushing a bed covered with a white blanket burning with thick red blood. All my senses stimulates everyone rushing, shouting. The group of masculine bikers were inline , this is astonishing masculine guys with tearing eyes, mourning for an unexpected death. Dead on arrival is now a common scenario on my field. But an underlying story covering the mystery of the dead does bothers me; premonitions, the guy who just died was not really alone on his bike he was with a friend on his back , they were a group actually. They went for an outing but im not gonna go for details,but suddenly when they were about to go home he commanded his friend to ride with others and not with him without any reason. then walla ! dead. Dead is universal but premonitions are rare, its still a big question upto this twenty-first century; supernatural ,electromagnetic spiders,cryptonites , magic stones; no its not superheros it’s a variety of my theories.