Enxip.

im very numb , so much that ive never realize im on a center of ambivalence.

"letting go"-now i know that this words dont only exist on melodramatic movies and cathode fantasies, this really occurs in concentrated realism.but as of this moment , i just cant dig this phrase on my mind, - since im a total lame my "okay fine go on" is sealed with a "oh com'on dont give up" . shit- it really does occur, the slow motion movement, yung melody sa imagination , the focus of the camera sa teardrop, yung sound ng malakas na kabog ng puso , ehem. im not talking about a break up.
believe me this is just between a two person chained in a platonic relationship saying farewell, trust me you'll regret the moment you'll blink you eye,cause in the end you knew that the few moments she'll stay onto your sight would be the last.if only i have the opportunity to spank her head and made her realize shes doing the wrong thing, but i know i cannot hurt her. if only i could see the future so i could have warned her, but i know i cannot. duh.sex really is deceiving .