the most toxic day in my nursing life

its 11:52 of the evening ,so allow me to cut the cutie-ditzy.

i just want to shout through the infinite world of the internet how rough this night was......

i knew from the time i awaken my soul , and open my eyes that this god-forbidden day would be rough. i dont know how to explain it but i really can feel through my stomach the beat of my heart, and words attack my mind, i worried and took a deep inhalation, and as soon as i get up on my bed, i said to myself, "oh bitch, there's something wrong"

and as i was expecting it. i was right.

i was shot through my hypothalamus with sharp words that could kill a herd when released through the mouth of the devils.

" gago"

"tanga"

"duldog"

"bobo"

"abnormal"

if i was a normal teenager nursing wannabe , i could have broke down and cry, thank god i wasn't born normal. i have high tolerance with bad degrading words which i developed along the way as my journey in my nursing school progresses. my right ears tends to adopt all the sharp stabbing words like treasures , while my left ear tends to dispose it like dollars.

it is safe to say that this night was one of the most toxic night ever in my life, so far.

thank god to my sunny personality and optimistic life approach, my brain automatically deletes all the hatred on my heart every after taking a bath and having a bite of fried chicken.

all i can say to my classmates is: you bitches i will be richer than all of you, and you'll kiss my dirty little ass

and to my C.I : well I, John Bryan Cristobal, BSN-IV-A , do thank you for all the degrading words you said to me, i swear to the almighty that i would use those words as my inspiration in life for me to be a better nurse. NO. for me to be a great nurse. a great nurse that will take care of you at the hospital when your sick,or to old that you cant even walk and clean your poops .

then you'll thank me for listening to you. i promised i'll be respectful and will reply:

"no problem dude , i wont let my anger engulf me, im to rich to bother"

thank you sir.