one hour paradise

one hour paradise- but still paradise

bieber fever - coming soon

is it only me or is the world going "gaga"- and lady gaga is so over and justin bieber is so ......ugh i really cant find the right word to describe him. even majority of music charts here and "away here" and i mean the world is going crazy about BIEBER oh holy shit its BIEBER .. isnt he cute , and yes i find him cute though his young, to young and its annoying . i dont know but he really is different and refreshing to hear . giving us break with beyonce , gaga, timberlake ,paramore and whosoever . on my humble opinion he really have an average vocals -but he really is good, i mean VERY good.

- checkhim on youtube.

Enxip.

im very numb , so much that ive never realize im on a center of ambivalence.

"letting go"-now i know that this words dont only exist on melodramatic movies and cathode fantasies, this really occurs in concentrated realism.but as of this moment , i just cant dig this phrase on my mind, - since im a total lame my "okay fine go on" is sealed with a "oh com'on dont give up" . shit- it really does occur, the slow motion movement, yung melody sa imagination , the focus of the camera sa teardrop, yung sound ng malakas na kabog ng puso , ehem. im not talking about a break up.
believe me this is just between a two person chained in a platonic relationship saying farewell, trust me you'll regret the moment you'll blink you eye,cause in the end you knew that the few moments she'll stay onto your sight would be the last.if only i have the opportunity to spank her head and made her realize shes doing the wrong thing, but i know i cannot hurt her. if only i could see the future so i could have warned her, but i know i cannot. duh.sex really is deceiving .

The infinite truth that death is inevitable same as life.

Premonition – that’s the word running through my nutshell right this time

The word really keeps bugging me , omens, warnings, goodbyes, destiny,death. we animated beings don’t really keep ourselves being preoccupied by this ideas or maybe it’s a choice to digress the thought as of the underlying fear, anxiety,loss. But hey death is vast, it never ends, its like the milky way. Its infinite. And no other way can be break the kismet of fatality, its synonymous with copulation its beyond our control it exceeds the power of an inferior mind. Premonitions, forewarning this is a huge mystery on my part , a mystery not until you met it.

One boring Saturday afternoon, I force myself to be preoccupied on the sketch im doing on my bluebook while waiting to have some patient to enter the creepy emergency room of the hospital here in the town. This is my life ,waiting , for people urging for air to cross the threshold of their body, people shut with a revolver onto their head . blood ,air, blood, air this are vey essential . it really consumes a lot of my time to build an immunity barrier against my emotion. Sooner or later they’ll die, im just an intern ,thus I don’t have the authority to maneuver. I need to keep my tears from falling or else ill lose my sanity. Then here comes a group of bikers convoying a jeepney rushing a bed covered with a white blanket burning with thick red blood. All my senses stimulates everyone rushing, shouting. The group of masculine bikers were inline , this is astonishing masculine guys with tearing eyes, mourning for an unexpected death. Dead on arrival is now a common scenario on my field. But an underlying story covering the mystery of the dead does bothers me; premonitions, the guy who just died was not really alone on his bike he was with a friend on his back , they were a group actually. They went for an outing but im not gonna go for details,but suddenly when they were about to go home he commanded his friend to ride with others and not with him without any reason. then walla ! dead. Dead is universal but premonitions are rare, its still a big question upto this twenty-first century; supernatural ,electromagnetic spiders,cryptonites , magic stones; no its not superheros it’s a variety of my theories.

the painfull side of having sex @ 18

okey the picture dont really have a connection of what im gonna say . any ways here it goes.

okey, SEX. its no more a serious subject nowadays. actually i find it entertaining, and i think everyone deserves to have SEX ...... even at eighteen. com'on the reality is that sex is the primary opposite of TOFU. ya know tofu is like blowjob , it provides you pleasure but it never satisfy your needs. SEX "nowadays" is next at the top of teenagers "hierarchy of needs". one good application is my groupmate, i guess ive known her for a quite long time, and seriously i never really have an idea that she was even sexually active(im not naming names okay). and what disturbs me is the thousand and thousand of pesos she have wasted when her bumps gets bloated. and it makes me really sad , cause she really is a good friend .so sad

leprosy

Leprosy
> it is a bacterial disease of the SKIN, PERIPHERAL NERVE, AND UPPER AIRWAY producing deformities of cartilages.
>also know as HANSENS DISEASE
Causative agent: HANSENS bacillus /mycobacterium leprae
Mode of transmission
>skin to skin (in open lesions ) , respiratory secretions, fomites and insects , transplacental
Incubation period : 1-5 years
Period of communicability : as long as there is open lesions
Manifestation
• Change in skin color (red or white)
• Loss of sensation over skin lesion
• Loss or decrease in sweating
• Hair growth over the lesions
• Thickened and painful peripheral nerve
• Muscle weakness or paralysis of extrimities
• Pain and redness of eye
• Nasal obstruction or bleeding
• Ulcers that do not heal
Two types of leprosy
1 lepromatous –with papules and macules usually numerous and extensive , this may involve the mucusa resulting to obstruction of airway leading to respiratory problem. Also causes dilatation of blood vessel resulting to epistaxis .
2 tuberculoid – few skin lesion and with anesthetics effect (loss of sensation)
-there is involvement of nerves
Complication of leprosy : deformities (destruction of cartilages )and paralysis(due to blood vessel inflammation)
Diagnosis : lepromine skin test (cross sensitivity to tuberculosis )
Prevention :BCG vaccination @ least six months of life

Treatment : DAPSONE, AVLOSULFONE, DIAMINOPHENYL SULFONE
>Treatment given for TUBERCULOID @ minimum of 2year or @ least ! year after s/s appear
>treatment given for LEPROMATUS @minimum of $ year or @ least @ year after s/s appear.
For paralysis treatment : frednisome, dapsone, rifampicine, isonycotynic, hydrazine,
Nsg. Intervention : isolation