a post ( at long last)

ok fine, i really dont know how i was able to find my dignity again to post a new entry on this so called "haunted-blog". to set the record, i was really(really) busy this past few months (i swear to you blog). but who cares right ? , as far as i know there is only 3 active person reading my post, thats my friend, another friend , and I. jaja.

anyways to start this of; i want to say ! hella IM NOW A SENIOR!

oh hell yah! im almost there. I can see myself crossing the bridge from being a student nurse to a millionaire. seriously.

i couldn't imagine how fast time is. i could still remember myself being a freshman , and now im the bully, i mean a senior who happens to be a bully. but i wasnt a bully when i was a junior cause i know that I still have higher years to look up to. but now that i know that theres no more kuya and ate to respect, I can now rock the catwalk. jaja. anyways alongside with my jolliness about being a senior i still have a lot of problem going on in my head:

MY TOP PROBLEMS AS OF NOW

1. i still havent completed all my major surg.

2. i havent experience a duty to the delivery room yet ( whats wrong with my school?)

3. i still doesnt a hike with my allowance

4.im bothered with my new terror C.I

5. i dont know what to wear at the incoming social acquintance

6. LOTS and LOTS of EXAM

7. my nostrils are irritated with hospital smell(stinks)

MY FUTURE PROBLEM 's

1. board exam( cross fingers)

2. IELTS( cross fingers)

3.WORK, i dont want to work in the hospital (please,i hate the smell)

4. money, A LOT OF MONEY

5. (this should be no. 1) graduation, i hate family events

6. living alone(i dont know how to do the laundry)

7. why the hell is breaking-dawn cut into two movie?

some clarification,for those who care about me please read this( ugh, im touch)

and for those who dont care, go back to watching porn.

1st problem: graduation , hell, graduation or any other events always drag my relatives at the house and they always call for celebration. well they really like having fun, so do i , its just that i really dont like family gathering, i dont know why, lets just set it that way. period.

2nd problem: work, hell yeh its really disturbing cause im a nursing student and i dont want to work at the hospital, im really serious, i dont know i just dont like the atmosphere of hospital, i dont like the aura of dying people, the smell(really stinks). i dont know. but hey you might ask , how about when im having duty at the hospital, well i just take a deep breath and a bulk of energy drinks, holding in my mind the phrase: "shut up bitch, just do it, thinks about the dollars".

maybe i could work as an instructor or a private nurse or a clinic nurse, im not sure ( but cross fingers)

- im also considering working at a psychological-ward hospital. you might find it weird but psych ward is the only place where i have in mind : this is fun land bitches.

huh , fingers are aching now, tired of typing. thats it for now.

im not sure when to post an entry again, but i hope soon.