a cholera infected brain

i do posses enough(few) emotions and standards on a typical day ,but that doesnt make me autistic or whatever, dont get me wrong, cause i really dont have anything with being autistic . but mostly i ravage my nerve by gathering drastic opinion about how sure i am about my equilibrium,pertaining absolutely on my mentality.

well....
basing on my past experiences Ive done enough weird things that could give me the license to claim my Mr. autistic sash.

ahhm... the most embarrassing that i could remember was when i dance on the middle of a department store as my bodies response to a lavish song. and take note that was 50% off sale day - a bunch of people was there.(agh!)

and currently I was on duty at the operating room. i really didnt take my breakfast that day but i was really am very excited to go on duty . the climax- i almost touch every inch of unsterilized materials . why cause i almost lost my mind due naussea and the result i was sent out.(this was so embarrassing).

actually i really cannot remember all the stupidity ive done. but i do consider the fact that i might be infected by cholera just like edward cullen.