new moon soundtrack

i have downloaded it na - is super duper love it. i like monster and roslyn

waaaaaaaaahhh : sori i get to excited : its the official newmoon soundtrack based on stephenie meyers site.

* DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE — MEET ME ON THE EQUINOX
* BAND OF SKULLS — FRIENDS
* THOM YORKE — HEARING DAMAGE
* LYKKE LI — POSSIBILITY
* THE KILLERS — A WHITE DEMON LOVE SONG
* ANYA MARINA — SATELLITE HEART
* MUSE — I BELONG TO YOU (NEW MOON REMIX)
* BON IVER & ST. VINCENT — ROSYLN
* BLACK REBEL MOTORCYCLE CLUB — DONE ALL WRONG
* HURRICANE BELLS — MONSTERS
* SEA WOLF — THE VIOLET HOUR
* OK GO — SHOOTING THE MOON
* GRIZZLY BEAR — SLOW LIFE
* EDITORS — NO SOUND BUT THE WIND
* ALEXANDRE DESPLAT — NEW MOON (THE MEADOW)

life continues but is the dream over?

sa totoo lang ang saya ko ngayon dahil pasado ko lahat ng concept ko sa 101 as in walang bagsak - achievement kaya to kasi ang hirap ng MCN at oxy even ortho -pamatay. which clearly means kailangan ko ng mag-handa-handa sa caping and pinning ceremonies.! ayus.

pero napaka - irrelevant naman ng intro sa topic. eh kasi nga kahit nasa-cloud 9 ako eh nag-dra-drama yung mga kasama ko. ewan ko ba dapat inete-tsupwera ko lang sila kasi ang usapan ng lahat kanya-kanyang diskarte - survivor ito day!. eh ang kaso naawa ako sa kanila as-in super drama sila kasi nga flank . tama ba na sabihin kong life continues its not the end of the world - ang takot ko kasi baka sila mag-bigti konsensya kopa yun diba , baka multuhin pa ako - hello Halloween na kaya.

masaya pero malungkut din - ambivalence

ang hirap pala . hwwweeeewwww.
ang hirap palang maging happy for yourself pag hindi happy yung mga taong nasa paligid mu.
i really want to scream to the top of my lungs, if only i can blame why life is unfair or maybe life really is meant to be unfair,its like "homeostasis" everything should be balance.
ang feeling guilty ko tuloy na para bang inaa-kusahan ako or ina-ang-kin ko ang blame . ganun pala ang pakiramdam na masaya ka pero sa paligid mu malungkot - deep inside you nasasaktan ka pero alam mung wala kang magagawa.

oo alam ku ang gulo ng utak ko, ni hindi ko nga ring maintindihan ang sariliko kasi nga dapat happy ako kasi na-fulfill ko yung goal ko pero in all trueness sad ako- hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit. wala akong energy, wala akong gana as-in wala lahat.

malungot lang.

fesbuk

hurray homies- my internet service is back ! this past week has really been a crazy one. the latter typhoon has been really a disaster ?- for other people but i really am still weighing my option if it has been usefull that our classes has been suspended for 4 consecutive days, or it has worsen my life that it took me a week to regain my internet connection here. for other to take a glimpse on how disastrous my life have been due to the flood . aside from eating sardines, sausages and corned beef for four days and without taking a bath .



anyways the typhoon is over and the stressful hospital duty toxic is back in town - to prove that it really is toxic - i have an evidence



moving forward - my facebook account has been finalize- at last well i haveit for a long time but i really dont have the courage to waste my time -facebook is not costumizable as myspace. oh well jerk are jerks